Ya I’m pretty but I’m loco.
It’s a good thing I took these pictures a few days earlier, because right after publishing my body positive post, my heart was shattered, and I took a major hit to my confidence. As soon as it happened, my first thought was that I was gross, repulsive, and I didn’t like anything about myself at … Continue reading Wedding Season! +a hit to my confidence
I generally am a very confident person, when I am in my right state of mind. Which is perhaps ten percent of the time. The other ninety percent, I struggle with things about myself that I otherwise love! Nothing is ever good enough. One minute, I can look in the mirror and call myself beautiful! … Continue reading Body Posi!
It's funny how happy you can think you are, and then something happens, and reminds you that you have depression, forever and always. For me, my trigger is love. And how I have never had it. As a twenty-five year old woman, I have never had a significant other, or even been on a date. … Continue reading To Be Loved
For the first time, I am simply doing an outfit post, because other than that, I am just loving this weather and loving life! This outfit is girly and sophisticated, and can be worn out to dinner, or a boujee barbecue. The top is a frilly black crop top from Forever 21, tucked into a … Continue reading Oh Oh Tee Dee
It's funny how strongly and instantly my mood changes with the weather! I was going to write a post explaining that I hadn't posted in a while because I have been struggling with SAD, no thanks to the worst Spring in history. But the day I took some sad aesthetic pictures, the sun came out, … Continue reading Living My Best Life
One thing I have been doing a lot lately is forgiving myself completely. Facing depression for the past five years has taken a lot out of me, and a lot away from me. It's easy to look back on all of the things I couldn't do because I was sick and feel sad, angry, or … Continue reading Forgiving Myself
One thing about depression: it's very physical. It hurts the body just as much as the mind. At this point, I am not feeling particularly sad about anything, but physically, it feels like it's kicking my butt, literally. My body is always in pain, and worst of all, I am so tired I could cry. … Continue reading Pushing Through the Fatigue: a Lil Haul
depressed and well dressed 