Ya I’m pretty but I’m loco.
I have been gone a while, but the sun decided to peek out and just like that, I feel better! I am realizing that, while the sun isn't the answer, it is definitely an answer, so I need to take care to spend more time with it. Onwards. Lately I have been seeing a lot … Continue reading You Deserve Love
Struggling to love myself when I feel like no man will ever love me. It seems trivial, but this is the thing I can't get over. I feel like I am a good person, and I am loved, but I don't think I will ever be loved by a man, which is making it hard … Continue reading Strug. Gl. Ing.
I am so glad I got out of bed to make this post! I've been really feeling like it's a new year and I'm a new me! For the most part, I don't feel sad! I'm motivated to make this my year, and fix what is broken. My desires have shifted, for example I'm less … Continue reading New Year, same old depression
I've realised I need to stay away from social media more. Not completely, but a lot more. I have to wake up in the morning and reach for a book, not a phone. I have to knit when I'm bored, not scroll. I need to do yoga when I'm feeling anxious, not creep. I need … Continue reading Back to Me
They meaning my black thigh-high boots! And my seasonal depression. It's that time for both, which makes me happy and sad. One keeps me looking good, the other keeps me feeling bad. And beyond my seasonal depression is my every day depression, which has been killing me. I have been sick for some weeks now, … Continue reading Theeeeyyyyy’rreeee Back!
Halloween was almost the biggest waste-of-money flop of all time. I had already wasted all of my money trying to diy a costume, and it just wouldn't come together. The day before Halloween, my sister and I threw in the towel; it was over. But I ran into someone who said Halloween night was going … Continue reading Happy this Halloween!
No matter my mood, one thing that I always love is my body. No matter my weight, no matter the day, I absolutely love my body. And, most importantly, I love loving my body. Sometimes, no matter what I do, my mind goes where it wants. But my body is always there for me, and … Continue reading Give or Take a Few Pounds
This summer I took a trip to Toronto. I usually visit family when I go there, so this time I made sure to check out parts of the downtown area that I had never seen. I had a great time being a true tourist! Skirt from FOREVER 21 Sunglasses from ZAFUL Cya later! 🍎
It doesn't mean you're worthless. I have to remind myself of that on the regular. I have to tell myself that just because people see right through me doesn't mean I'm invisible. Just because I've never had love doesn't mean I'm unlovable. And just because someone (stupid) doesn't see my worth does NOT mean I … Continue reading If they don’t see your worth…
depressed and well dressed 