Ya I’m pretty but I’m loco.
After 300 days of January, 2020, we are finally in the second month of the new decade, and I am doing great! I have been working out regularly, singing and playing piano every single day, spending time with my love, and feeling amazing! However, life is always going to be up and down for me. … Continue reading Fighting Expectations
I woke up on Monday feeling immensely sad. I wasn't sad about anything in particular, but it really made my day a struggle. I couldn't even blog! On top of feeling sad, I just started beating myself up about everything. My hair is too short. My stomach is too fat. I'm too ugly. It was … Continue reading Enjoying Me Now
I saw the quote today: "Don't believe everything you think!" and I couldn't agree more. You're supposed to gas yourself up, be your biggest fan. But when you aren't, in those moments you need to trust the people who love you more than you trust yourself. If everyone is telling you you're beautiful, even if … Continue reading Lying to Yourself
While today has been struggle city, it still is a happy Monday indeed! Yes, I woke up sick. Yes, I have been out of breath this entire day. Yes, standing up without getting dizzy is impossible right now. But yes, I woke up today, which I am extremely grateful for. Yes, I made it to … Continue reading Happy Monday!
Unfortunately, my psychiatrist told me to stay on my medication because all that bad stuff comes back. It's alright! I know I'm on the right track, and I'm going to keep getting better! The very last thing I'm going to do is let it depress me! :p
On my way to see my psychiatrist for the first time in months, and I am super excited! I secretly haven't taken my medication in a while, which I would not recommend, except that I have been doing fantastic! Some things are getting worse, like my sleep, and my seasonal affective disorder, but otherwise I … Continue reading Hoping for good news
depressed and well dressed 