Ya I’m pretty but I’m loco.
Struggling to love myself when I feel like no man will ever love me. It seems trivial, but this is the thing I can't get over. I feel like I am a good person, and I am loved, but I don't think I will ever be loved by a man, which is making it hard … Continue reading Strug. Gl. Ing.
I am so glad I got out of bed to make this post! I've been really feeling like it's a new year and I'm a new me! For the most part, I don't feel sad! I'm motivated to make this my year, and fix what is broken. My desires have shifted, for example I'm less … Continue reading New Year, same old depression
I've realised I need to stay away from social media more. Not completely, but a lot more. I have to wake up in the morning and reach for a book, not a phone. I have to knit when I'm bored, not scroll. I need to do yoga when I'm feeling anxious, not creep. I need … Continue reading Back to Me
They meaning my black thigh-high boots! And my seasonal depression. It's that time for both, which makes me happy and sad. One keeps me looking good, the other keeps me feeling bad. And beyond my seasonal depression is my every day depression, which has been killing me. I have been sick for some weeks now, … Continue reading Theeeeyyyyy’rreeee Back!
It doesn't mean you're worthless. I have to remind myself of that on the regular. I have to tell myself that just because people see right through me doesn't mean I'm invisible. Just because I've never had love doesn't mean I'm unlovable. And just because someone (stupid) doesn't see my worth does NOT mean I … Continue reading If they don’t see your worth…
depressed and well dressed 