Ya I’m pretty but I’m loco.
I had been stuck in a very bad depressive episode (did I jinx myself?!) for about a week. It was nothing but laying in bed and crying all day and all night. I even took out my braids, which is my equivalent to shaving my head. I kept telling myself I would get through it … Continue reading Free at Last!
While today has been struggle city, it still is a happy Monday indeed! Yes, I woke up sick. Yes, I have been out of breath this entire day. Yes, standing up without getting dizzy is impossible right now. But yes, I woke up today, which I am extremely grateful for. Yes, I made it to … Continue reading Happy Monday!
Hello! I have been gone for awhile, living my life! I am now in a relationship with the exact man I prayed for my entire life, still working on music, and spending time with my family. Besides that however, my summer has been rough. A childhood friend of mine committed suicide, which still and will … Continue reading Happy Depressed
It's been a while but I'm back! I have been working very hard on my health and happiness, and it's been working! I still have my ups and downs for sure, but I have been well for the most part. I exercise almost every day. I get out in the sun every day. I've been … Continue reading Oh Happy Days!
Struggling to love myself when I feel like no man will ever love me. It seems trivial, but this is the thing I can't get over. I feel like I am a good person, and I am loved, but I don't think I will ever be loved by a man, which is making it hard … Continue reading Strug. Gl. Ing.
Even though I am not the biggest makeup person, I will wear anything Rihanna is selling. Her latest gift to us: a new eyeshadow palette and a few extra goodies. I tried it out for myself! The purchase: An eyeshadow brush and a blending brush. Liquid eyeliner in the shade Cuz I'm Black Eyeshadow primer … Continue reading Fenty Moroccan Spice!
For the first time, I am simply doing an outfit post, because other than that, I am just loving this weather and loving life! This outfit is girly and sophisticated, and can be worn out to dinner, or a boujee barbecue. The top is a frilly black crop top from Forever 21, tucked into a … Continue reading Oh Oh Tee Dee
New Year's Eve is only a day away! Looking back on 2017, for me, it had it's highs (bought my first car, met amazing family in the U.S. Virgin Islands) and lows (hospitalized for suicide attempt, generally the saddest year of my life). With the new year coming up, I refuse to fall into the … Continue reading NEW year’s eve lookbook!
Christmas Day is almost here! Instead of waiting for Santa to bring me what I want, I went ahead and did a little haul myself, so I could have the looks I wanted for the holidays! This first nude look is perfect for a fancy dinner, or a cute Christmas party! When it comes to … Continue reading HAUL-iday Looks: Christmas Day!
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