Ya I’m pretty but I’m loco.
Another winter is coming in quickly, and for a while I was feeling physically sick without knowing why. When a friend pointed out to me that it's that time of the year to be extra depressed, I knew I couldn't let myself get any worse! And so, I have been fighting seasonal depression, and quite … Continue reading Fighting SAD
Recently, my siblings and I took the Pottermore quiz to see which Hogwarts house we would be sorted into (non-nerds leave now). My brother was sorted into Gryffindor first, and naturally, I wanted to be Gryffindor (the bravest) as well, ready to fight alongside my brother and Harry Potter! If not Gryffindor, I definitely wanted … Continue reading Slytherin Sisters
While I feel happier every single day, my depression is getting worse. Take today for example: I had the whole day to do whatever I wanted. I was going to be productive! But every time I did something, I had to rest. Accomplish, nap, accomplish, nap. While I am happy with the small amount of … Continue reading Falling Deeper
Hello! I have been gone for awhile, living my life! I am now in a relationship with the exact man I prayed for my entire life, still working on music, and spending time with my family. Besides that however, my summer has been rough. A childhood friend of mine committed suicide, which still and will … Continue reading Happy Depressed
It's been a while but I'm back! I have been working very hard on my health and happiness, and it's been working! I still have my ups and downs for sure, but I have been well for the most part. I exercise almost every day. I get out in the sun every day. I've been … Continue reading Oh Happy Days!
I have been gone a while, but the sun decided to peek out and just like that, I feel better! I am realizing that, while the sun isn't the answer, it is definitely an answer, so I need to take care to spend more time with it. Onwards. Lately I have been seeing a lot … Continue reading You Deserve Love
Struggling to love myself when I feel like no man will ever love me. It seems trivial, but this is the thing I can't get over. I feel like I am a good person, and I am loved, but I don't think I will ever be loved by a man, which is making it hard … Continue reading Strug. Gl. Ing.
I am so glad I got out of bed to make this post! I've been really feeling like it's a new year and I'm a new me! For the most part, I don't feel sad! I'm motivated to make this my year, and fix what is broken. My desires have shifted, for example I'm less … Continue reading New Year, same old depression
I've realised I need to stay away from social media more. Not completely, but a lot more. I have to wake up in the morning and reach for a book, not a phone. I have to knit when I'm bored, not scroll. I need to do yoga when I'm feeling anxious, not creep. I need … Continue reading Back to Me
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