Ya I’m pretty but I’m loco.
Hello! I have been gone for awhile, living my life! I am now in a relationship with the exact man I prayed for my entire life, still working on music, and spending time with my family. Besides that however, my summer has been rough. A childhood friend of mine committed suicide, which still and will … Continue reading Happy Depressed
I am so glad I got out of bed to make this post! I've been really feeling like it's a new year and I'm a new me! For the most part, I don't feel sad! I'm motivated to make this my year, and fix what is broken. My desires have shifted, for example I'm less … Continue reading New Year, same old depression
I've realised I need to stay away from social media more. Not completely, but a lot more. I have to wake up in the morning and reach for a book, not a phone. I have to knit when I'm bored, not scroll. I need to do yoga when I'm feeling anxious, not creep. I need … Continue reading Back to Me
They meaning my black thigh-high boots! And my seasonal depression. It's that time for both, which makes me happy and sad. One keeps me looking good, the other keeps me feeling bad. And beyond my seasonal depression is my every day depression, which has been killing me. I have been sick for some weeks now, … Continue reading Theeeeyyyyy’rreeee Back!
No matter my mood, one thing that I always love is my body. No matter my weight, no matter the day, I absolutely love my body. And, most importantly, I love loving my body. Sometimes, no matter what I do, my mind goes where it wants. But my body is always there for me, and … Continue reading Give or Take a Few Pounds
This summer I took a trip to Toronto. I usually visit family when I go there, so this time I made sure to check out parts of the downtown area that I had never seen. I had a great time being a true tourist! Skirt from FOREVER 21 Sunglasses from ZAFUL Cya later! 🍎
It doesn't mean you're worthless. I have to remind myself of that on the regular. I have to tell myself that just because people see right through me doesn't mean I'm invisible. Just because I've never had love doesn't mean I'm unlovable. And just because someone (stupid) doesn't see my worth does NOT mean I … Continue reading If they don’t see your worth…
In life, especially when you suffer from depression, it is important to grab a win whenever you can. If you laugh once in a day, that is a win. If only one thing goes right, that is a win. And if you're lucky enough to have a person, place, or thing that always makes you … Continue reading My Happy Place
Even though I am not the biggest makeup person, I will wear anything Rihanna is selling. Her latest gift to us: a new eyeshadow palette and a few extra goodies. I tried it out for myself! The purchase: An eyeshadow brush and a blending brush. Liquid eyeliner in the shade Cuz I'm Black Eyeshadow primer … Continue reading Fenty Moroccan Spice!
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