Ya I’m pretty but I’m loco.
Another winter is coming in quickly, and for a while I was feeling physically sick without knowing why. When a friend pointed out to me that it's that time of the year to be extra depressed, I knew I couldn't let myself get any worse! And so, I have been fighting seasonal depression, and quite … Continue reading Fighting SAD
Recently, my siblings and I took the Pottermore quiz to see which Hogwarts house we would be sorted into (non-nerds leave now). My brother was sorted into Gryffindor first, and naturally, I wanted to be Gryffindor (the bravest) as well, ready to fight alongside my brother and Harry Potter! If not Gryffindor, I definitely wanted … Continue reading Slytherin Sisters
While I feel happier every single day, my depression is getting worse. Take today for example: I had the whole day to do whatever I wanted. I was going to be productive! But every time I did something, I had to rest. Accomplish, nap, accomplish, nap. While I am happy with the small amount of … Continue reading Falling Deeper
I am so glad I got out of bed to make this post! I've been really feeling like it's a new year and I'm a new me! For the most part, I don't feel sad! I'm motivated to make this my year, and fix what is broken. My desires have shifted, for example I'm less … Continue reading New Year, same old depression
I've realised I need to stay away from social media more. Not completely, but a lot more. I have to wake up in the morning and reach for a book, not a phone. I have to knit when I'm bored, not scroll. I need to do yoga when I'm feeling anxious, not creep. I need … Continue reading Back to Me
They meaning my black thigh-high boots! And my seasonal depression. It's that time for both, which makes me happy and sad. One keeps me looking good, the other keeps me feeling bad. And beyond my seasonal depression is my every day depression, which has been killing me. I have been sick for some weeks now, … Continue reading Theeeeyyyyy’rreeee Back!
I haven't posted in a while, and quite frankly, even now as I write, I am having trouble deciding what to write. What can I say, I am actually doing alright. I have been feeling myself slowly getting better. That doesn't mean there is no sadness, no tears, no feelings of loneliness or hopelessness. There … Continue reading Happy
It has been weighing so heavily on my mind, I can't think of anything else. "Think positively." "It will happen when you least expect it." "You need to love yourself to be loved." "You are what you attract." At this point I have only one thought: I attract nothing, therefore I am nothing. Jacket: Melanie … Continue reading Law of attraction.
Dealing with seasonal depression (seasonal affective disorder), on top of just plain old ugly depression, has been the hardest for me this year, and November has just started. I hate to post this so late, but after having one of the best weeks I've had in years, I had one of the worst Sundays I've … Continue reading SAD
depressed and well dressed 