Ya I’m pretty but I’m loco.
They meaning my black thigh-high boots! And my seasonal depression. It's that time for both, which makes me happy and sad. One keeps me looking good, the other keeps me feeling bad. And beyond my seasonal depression is my every day depression, which has been killing me. I have been sick for some weeks now, … Continue reading Theeeeyyyyy’rreeee Back!
Halloween was almost the biggest waste-of-money flop of all time. I had already wasted all of my money trying to diy a costume, and it just wouldn't come together. The day before Halloween, my sister and I threw in the towel; it was over. But I ran into someone who said Halloween night was going … Continue reading Happy this Halloween!
It’s a good thing I took these pictures a few days earlier, because right after publishing my body positive post, my heart was shattered, and I took a major hit to my confidence. As soon as it happened, my first thought was that I was gross, repulsive, and I didn’t like anything about myself at … Continue reading Wedding Season! +a hit to my confidence
It's funny how happy you can think you are, and then something happens, and reminds you that you have depression, forever and always. For me, my trigger is love. And how I have never had it. As a twenty-five year old woman, I have never had a significant other, or even been on a date. … Continue reading To Be Loved
For the first time, I am simply doing an outfit post, because other than that, I am just loving this weather and loving life! This outfit is girly and sophisticated, and can be worn out to dinner, or a boujee barbecue. The top is a frilly black crop top from Forever 21, tucked into a … Continue reading Oh Oh Tee Dee
It's funny how strongly and instantly my mood changes with the weather! I was going to write a post explaining that I hadn't posted in a while because I have been struggling with SAD, no thanks to the worst Spring in history. But the day I took some sad aesthetic pictures, the sun came out, … Continue reading Living My Best Life
New Year's Eve is only a day away! Looking back on 2017, for me, it had it's highs (bought my first car, met amazing family in the U.S. Virgin Islands) and lows (hospitalized for suicide attempt, generally the saddest year of my life). With the new year coming up, I refuse to fall into the … Continue reading NEW year’s eve lookbook!
Christmas Day is almost here! Instead of waiting for Santa to bring me what I want, I went ahead and did a little haul myself, so I could have the looks I wanted for the holidays! This first nude look is perfect for a fancy dinner, or a cute Christmas party! When it comes to … Continue reading HAUL-iday Looks: Christmas Day!
Dealing with seasonal depression (seasonal affective disorder), on top of just plain old ugly depression, has been the hardest for me this year, and November has just started. I hate to post this so late, but after having one of the best weeks I've had in years, I had one of the worst Sundays I've … Continue reading SAD
depressed and well dressed 