Ya I’m pretty but I’m loco.
To keep it simple this holiday season, I find there is absolutely no way to go wrong with a little black dress! So here are a few simple but classy looks! LBD from DYNAMITE, size L L(floral)BD from H&M, size L LBD from MICHAEL KORS, size L LBD from H&M, size L LBD from ZARA, … Continue reading LBD Holiday Lookbook
It’s been a while. And in that while, I’ve gone through a few changes. I have a few new piercings, a few new pieces of clothing. Most recently and favourably, I shaved my head impulsively, and have never felt more beautiful! Initially, I was cutting my hair in stages. First I cut the weave out. … Continue reading Shave Your Head, Girl
I have been experiencing something a lot lately, and at first it was making me sad, but over time I’ve grown angry about it. That thing I have been experiencing is people telling me to smile! Let me elaborate. In every picture I post, in every cover I sing, in every conversation I have, someone … Continue reading Stop Telling Me to Smile!
After 300 days of January, 2020, we are finally in the second month of the new decade, and I am doing great! I have been working out regularly, singing and playing piano every single day, spending time with my love, and feeling amazing! However, life is always going to be up and down for me. … Continue reading Fighting Expectations
While today has been struggle city, it still is a happy Monday indeed! Yes, I woke up sick. Yes, I have been out of breath this entire day. Yes, standing up without getting dizzy is impossible right now. But yes, I woke up today, which I am extremely grateful for. Yes, I made it to … Continue reading Happy Monday!
On my way to see my psychiatrist for the first time in months, and I am super excited! I secretly haven't taken my medication in a while, which I would not recommend, except that I have been doing fantastic! Some things are getting worse, like my sleep, and my seasonal affective disorder, but otherwise I … Continue reading Hoping for good news
Recently, my siblings and I took the Pottermore quiz to see which Hogwarts house we would be sorted into (non-nerds leave now). My brother was sorted into Gryffindor first, and naturally, I wanted to be Gryffindor (the bravest) as well, ready to fight alongside my brother and Harry Potter! If not Gryffindor, I definitely wanted … Continue reading Slytherin Sisters
Struggling to love myself when I feel like no man will ever love me. It seems trivial, but this is the thing I can't get over. I feel like I am a good person, and I am loved, but I don't think I will ever be loved by a man, which is making it hard … Continue reading Strug. Gl. Ing.
I am so glad I got out of bed to make this post! I've been really feeling like it's a new year and I'm a new me! For the most part, I don't feel sad! I'm motivated to make this my year, and fix what is broken. My desires have shifted, for example I'm less … Continue reading New Year, same old depression
depressed and well dressed 