It's funny how happy you can think you are, and then something happens, and reminds you that you have depression, forever and always. For me, my trigger is love. And how I have never had it. As a twenty-five year old woman, I have never had a significant other, or even been on a date. … Continue reading To Be Loved
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NEW year’s eve lookbook!
New Year's Eve is only a day away! Looking back on 2017, for me, it had it's highs (bought my first car, met amazing family in the U.S. Virgin Islands) and lows (hospitalized for suicide attempt, generally the saddest year of my life). With the new year coming up, I refuse to fall into the … Continue reading NEW year’s eve lookbook!
boxing day haul!
Boxing day started off slowly. I had originally told everyone to be ready for 6:30am so we could be at the mall as it opened at 7am. Then, with some coaxing, I changed it to 8:30am, but right on the dot! so I would still beat the traffic. Needless to say, while some people woke … Continue reading boxing day haul!
Christmas day haul!
Christmas day for me was filled with family and love! I asked for money (help me, I'm poor) and crossword books, because I really didn't want anything more than to be with my family. However, my mom slayed when it came to gift giving, which I am really proud of, especially because this was her … Continue reading Christmas day haul!
Holiday Lips!
The holidays are upon us and, at least for me, it is too easy to get stressed out! With a house full of people, family members asking me why I am still single, and exactly one billion meals to cook and one billion presents to buy, Christmas can unfortunately turn into the worst time of … Continue reading Holiday Lips!
Teeny Tiny Haul
I've been doing a few teeny tiny hauls lately. I find I prefer them to large hauls, where I order anything I like, instead of focusing on ordering pieces I can add to my wardrobe. Large hauls just bring too much clutter, too much clothing I never end up wearing. This little haul, however, was … Continue reading Teeny Tiny Haul
Law of attraction.
It has been weighing so heavily on my mind, I can't think of anything else. "Think positively." "It will happen when you least expect it." "You need to love yourself to be loved." "You are what you attract." At this point I have only one thought: I attract nothing, therefore I am nothing. Jacket: Melanie … Continue reading Law of attraction.






