Ya I’m pretty but I’m loco.
They meaning my black thigh-high boots! And my seasonal depression. It's that time for both, which makes me happy and sad. One keeps me looking good, the other keeps me feeling bad. And beyond my seasonal depression is my every day depression, which has been killing me. I have been sick for some weeks now, … Continue reading Theeeeyyyyy’rreeee Back!
Halloween was almost the biggest waste-of-money flop of all time. I had already wasted all of my money trying to diy a costume, and it just wouldn't come together. The day before Halloween, my sister and I threw in the towel; it was over. But I ran into someone who said Halloween night was going … Continue reading Happy this Halloween!
No matter my mood, one thing that I always love is my body. No matter my weight, no matter the day, I absolutely love my body. And, most importantly, I love loving my body. Sometimes, no matter what I do, my mind goes where it wants. But my body is always there for me, and … Continue reading Give or Take a Few Pounds
This summer I took a trip to Toronto. I usually visit family when I go there, so this time I made sure to check out parts of the downtown area that I had never seen. I had a great time being a true tourist! Skirt from FOREVER 21 Sunglasses from ZAFUL Cya later! 🍎
It doesn't mean you're worthless. I have to remind myself of that on the regular. I have to tell myself that just because people see right through me doesn't mean I'm invisible. Just because I've never had love doesn't mean I'm unlovable. And just because someone (stupid) doesn't see my worth does NOT mean I … Continue reading If they don’t see your worth…
In life, especially when you suffer from depression, it is important to grab a win whenever you can. If you laugh once in a day, that is a win. If only one thing goes right, that is a win. And if you're lucky enough to have a person, place, or thing that always makes you … Continue reading My Happy Place
One thing I have been doing a lot lately is forgiving myself completely. Facing depression for the past five years has taken a lot out of me, and a lot away from me. It's easy to look back on all of the things I couldn't do because I was sick and feel sad, angry, or … Continue reading Forgiving Myself
One thing about depression: it's very physical. It hurts the body just as much as the mind. At this point, I am not feeling particularly sad about anything, but physically, it feels like it's kicking my butt, literally. My body is always in pain, and worst of all, I am so tired I could cry. … Continue reading Pushing Through the Fatigue: a Lil Haul
I haven't posted in a while, and quite frankly, even now as I write, I am having trouble deciding what to write. What can I say, I am actually doing alright. I have been feeling myself slowly getting better. That doesn't mean there is no sadness, no tears, no feelings of loneliness or hopelessness. There … Continue reading Happy
depressed and well dressed 