Ya I’m pretty but I’m loco.
On my way to see my psychiatrist for the first time in months, and I am super excited! I secretly haven't taken my medication in a while, which I would not recommend, except that I have been doing fantastic! Some things are getting worse, like my sleep, and my seasonal affective disorder, but otherwise I … Continue reading Hoping for good news
Another winter is coming in quickly, and for a while I was feeling physically sick without knowing why. When a friend pointed out to me that it's that time of the year to be extra depressed, I knew I couldn't let myself get any worse! And so, I have been fighting seasonal depression, and quite … Continue reading Fighting SAD
While I feel happier every single day, my depression is getting worse. Take today for example: I had the whole day to do whatever I wanted. I was going to be productive! But every time I did something, I had to rest. Accomplish, nap, accomplish, nap. While I am happy with the small amount of … Continue reading Falling Deeper
I've realised I need to stay away from social media more. Not completely, but a lot more. I have to wake up in the morning and reach for a book, not a phone. I have to knit when I'm bored, not scroll. I need to do yoga when I'm feeling anxious, not creep. I need … Continue reading Back to Me
They meaning my black thigh-high boots! And my seasonal depression. It's that time for both, which makes me happy and sad. One keeps me looking good, the other keeps me feeling bad. And beyond my seasonal depression is my every day depression, which has been killing me. I have been sick for some weeks now, … Continue reading Theeeeyyyyy’rreeee Back!
One thing about depression: it's very physical. It hurts the body just as much as the mind. At this point, I am not feeling particularly sad about anything, but physically, it feels like it's kicking my butt, literally. My body is always in pain, and worst of all, I am so tired I could cry. … Continue reading Pushing Through the Fatigue: a Lil Haul
Christmas day for me was filled with family and love! I asked for money (help me, I'm poor) and crossword books, because I really didn't want anything more than to be with my family. However, my mom slayed when it came to gift giving, which I am really proud of, especially because this was her … Continue reading Christmas day haul!
I've been doing a few teeny tiny hauls lately. I find I prefer them to large hauls, where I order anything I like, instead of focusing on ordering pieces I can add to my wardrobe. Large hauls just bring too much clutter, too much clothing I never end up wearing. This little haul, however, was … Continue reading Teeny Tiny Haul
It has been weighing so heavily on my mind, I can't think of anything else. "Think positively." "It will happen when you least expect it." "You need to love yourself to be loved." "You are what you attract." At this point I have only one thought: I attract nothing, therefore I am nothing. Jacket: Melanie … Continue reading Law of attraction.
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