They meaning my black thigh-high boots!
And my seasonal depression.
It’s that time for both, which makes me happy and sad. One keeps me looking good, the other keeps me feeling bad.
And beyond my seasonal depression is my every day depression, which has been killing me. I have been sick for some weeks now, but I can’t help but wonder if some of my symptoms might be mental. As much as I have preached before, I have been struggling to find myself worthy of anything since I am clearly not worthy of love. I don’t like not liking myself because no one else does, but it’s a natural reaction for me, and it’s really taking it’s toll. I think it’s about time to seek help again. Because my situation will never change. I will never mean anything to anyone. How to deal with it is the question.
As for my outfit, all black and skimpy with a nude oversized sweater- yes please! I think this sweater will be my official uniform this winter.
depressed and well dressed 