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I generally am a very confident person, when I am in my right state of mind. Which is perhaps ten percent of the time. The other ninety percent, I struggle with things about myself that I otherwise love! Nothing is ever good enough. One minute, I can look in the mirror and call myself beautiful! … Continue reading Body Posi!
It's funny how happy you can think you are, and then something happens, and reminds you that you have depression, forever and always. For me, my trigger is love. And how I have never had it. As a twenty-five year old woman, I have never had a significant other, or even been on a date. … Continue reading To Be Loved
For the first time, I am simply doing an outfit post, because other than that, I am just loving this weather and loving life! This outfit is girly and sophisticated, and can be worn out to dinner, or a boujee barbecue. The top is a frilly black crop top from Forever 21, tucked into a … Continue reading Oh Oh Tee Dee
One thing I have been doing a lot lately is forgiving myself completely. Facing depression for the past five years has taken a lot out of me, and a lot away from me. It's easy to look back on all of the things I couldn't do because I was sick and feel sad, angry, or … Continue reading Forgiving Myself
I haven't posted in a while, and quite frankly, even now as I write, I am having trouble deciding what to write. What can I say, I am actually doing alright. I have been feeling myself slowly getting better. That doesn't mean there is no sadness, no tears, no feelings of loneliness or hopelessness. There … Continue reading Happy
The New Year has just begun, and I truly hope everyone is sticking to their career resolutions, their new diets, and workout regimens. I myself, as I have said, do not prescribe to the new-year-new-me belief, because quite frankly, I'm still the same old me, with the same old depression and same old stomach fat. … Continue reading eleven Days In.
New Year's Eve is only a day away! Looking back on 2017, for me, it had it's highs (bought my first car, met amazing family in the U.S. Virgin Islands) and lows (hospitalized for suicide attempt, generally the saddest year of my life). With the new year coming up, I refuse to fall into the … Continue reading NEW year’s eve lookbook!
Christmas day for me was filled with family and love! I asked for money (help me, I'm poor) and crossword books, because I really didn't want anything more than to be with my family. However, my mom slayed when it came to gift giving, which I am really proud of, especially because this was her … Continue reading Christmas day haul!
Christmas Day is almost here! Instead of waiting for Santa to bring me what I want, I went ahead and did a little haul myself, so I could have the looks I wanted for the holidays! This first nude look is perfect for a fancy dinner, or a cute Christmas party! When it comes to … Continue reading HAUL-iday Looks: Christmas Day!
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