Ya I’m pretty but I’m loco.
Another winter is coming in quickly, and for a while I was feeling physically sick without knowing why. When a friend pointed out to me that it's that time of the year to be extra depressed, I knew I couldn't let myself get any worse! And so, I have been fighting seasonal depression, and quite … Continue reading Fighting SAD
While I feel happier every single day, my depression is getting worse. Take today for example: I had the whole day to do whatever I wanted. I was going to be productive! But every time I did something, I had to rest. Accomplish, nap, accomplish, nap. While I am happy with the small amount of … Continue reading Falling Deeper
I've realised I need to stay away from social media more. Not completely, but a lot more. I have to wake up in the morning and reach for a book, not a phone. I have to knit when I'm bored, not scroll. I need to do yoga when I'm feeling anxious, not creep. I need … Continue reading Back to Me
They meaning my black thigh-high boots! And my seasonal depression. It's that time for both, which makes me happy and sad. One keeps me looking good, the other keeps me feeling bad. And beyond my seasonal depression is my every day depression, which has been killing me. I have been sick for some weeks now, … Continue reading Theeeeyyyyy’rreeee Back!
The New Year has just begun, and I truly hope everyone is sticking to their career resolutions, their new diets, and workout regimens. I myself, as I have said, do not prescribe to the new-year-new-me belief, because quite frankly, I'm still the same old me, with the same old depression and same old stomach fat. … Continue reading eleven Days In.
I've been doing a few teeny tiny hauls lately. I find I prefer them to large hauls, where I order anything I like, instead of focusing on ordering pieces I can add to my wardrobe. Large hauls just bring too much clutter, too much clothing I never end up wearing. This little haul, however, was … Continue reading Teeny Tiny Haul
It has been weighing so heavily on my mind, I can't think of anything else. "Think positively." "It will happen when you least expect it." "You need to love yourself to be loved." "You are what you attract." At this point I have only one thought: I attract nothing, therefore I am nothing. Jacket: Melanie … Continue reading Law of attraction.
Dealing with seasonal depression (seasonal affective disorder), on top of just plain old ugly depression, has been the hardest for me this year, and November has just started. I hate to post this so late, but after having one of the best weeks I've had in years, I had one of the worst Sundays I've … Continue reading SAD
Fall flies by where I live. I'll be trying to take advantage of the short season with as many autumn looks as possible. I'm really glad I got out of bed to shoot for my very first blog post! I've finally decided to ignore my insecurities (I hate pictures) and just go with it! We all have … Continue reading November Fourth, Two Thousand and Seventeen
depressed and well dressed 