Ya I’m pretty but I’m loco.
Halloween was almost the biggest waste-of-money flop of all time. I had already wasted all of my money trying to diy a costume, and it just wouldn't come together. The day before Halloween, my sister and I threw in the towel; it was over. But I ran into someone who said Halloween night was going … Continue reading Happy this Halloween!
No matter my mood, one thing that I always love is my body. No matter my weight, no matter the day, I absolutely love my body. And, most importantly, I love loving my body. Sometimes, no matter what I do, my mind goes where it wants. But my body is always there for me, and … Continue reading Give or Take a Few Pounds
This summer I took a trip to Toronto. I usually visit family when I go there, so this time I made sure to check out parts of the downtown area that I had never seen. I had a great time being a true tourist! Skirt from FOREVER 21 Sunglasses from ZAFUL Cya later! 🍎
It doesn't mean you're worthless. I have to remind myself of that on the regular. I have to tell myself that just because people see right through me doesn't mean I'm invisible. Just because I've never had love doesn't mean I'm unlovable. And just because someone (stupid) doesn't see my worth does NOT mean I … Continue reading If they don’t see your worth…
In life, especially when you suffer from depression, it is important to grab a win whenever you can. If you laugh once in a day, that is a win. If only one thing goes right, that is a win. And if you're lucky enough to have a person, place, or thing that always makes you … Continue reading My Happy Place
I haven't posted in a while, and quite frankly, even now as I write, I am having trouble deciding what to write. What can I say, I am actually doing alright. I have been feeling myself slowly getting better. That doesn't mean there is no sadness, no tears, no feelings of loneliness or hopelessness. There … Continue reading Happy
The New Year has just begun, and I truly hope everyone is sticking to their career resolutions, their new diets, and workout regimens. I myself, as I have said, do not prescribe to the new-year-new-me belief, because quite frankly, I'm still the same old me, with the same old depression and same old stomach fat. … Continue reading eleven Days In.
New Year's Eve is only a day away! Looking back on 2017, for me, it had it's highs (bought my first car, met amazing family in the U.S. Virgin Islands) and lows (hospitalized for suicide attempt, generally the saddest year of my life). With the new year coming up, I refuse to fall into the … Continue reading NEW year’s eve lookbook!
Boxing day started off slowly. I had originally told everyone to be ready for 6:30am so we could be at the mall as it opened at 7am. Then, with some coaxing, I changed it to 8:30am, but right on the dot! so I would still beat the traffic. Needless to say, while some people woke … Continue reading boxing day haul!
depressed and well dressed 