Hello! I have been gone for awhile, living my life! I am now in a relationship with the exact man I prayed for my entire life, still working on music, and spending time with my family.
Besides that however, my summer has been rough. A childhood friend of mine committed suicide, which still and will continue to shake me to my core. I was nearly there, and I just wished she could have held on a little longer. A family friend also died of cancer. My job has been depressing me, and I get major anxiety every time I have a shift. I am also not getting anywhere financially, or advancing in life in general.
But I am happy. I definitely still have depression, and may very well have it the rest of my life. It gets annoying having to take my medication nightly. It gets annoying crying every now and then for no apparent reason. It gets annoying questioning why or how my boyfriend can truly love me. But I am now able to get through it stronger than before, because I am happy. I waited years to feel this way. I’ve had bursts of it in the past for sure, but this is solid, real, genuine happiness. I’m just a happy depressed girl!
Feeling myself on a lil vacay!
Swimsuit from Dolls Kill (dollskill.com)
depressed and well dressed 