Ya I’m pretty but I’m loco.
I have been gone a while, but the sun decided to peek out and just like that, I feel better! I am realizing that, while the sun isn't the answer, it is definitely an answer, so I need to take care to spend more time with it. Onwards. Lately I have been seeing a lot … Continue reading You Deserve Love
I am so glad I got out of bed to make this post! I've been really feeling like it's a new year and I'm a new me! For the most part, I don't feel sad! I'm motivated to make this my year, and fix what is broken. My desires have shifted, for example I'm less … Continue reading New Year, same old depression
No matter my mood, one thing that I always love is my body. No matter my weight, no matter the day, I absolutely love my body. And, most importantly, I love loving my body. Sometimes, no matter what I do, my mind goes where it wants. But my body is always there for me, and … Continue reading Give or Take a Few Pounds
It's really difficult to go back to something you used to be amazing at after a very long time. After putting my life on pause for a while, it seems like I'm out of practice for almost everything. Even writing this blog post after far too long is proving to be difficult. I've started and … Continue reading Out of Practise
I generally am a very confident person, when I am in my right state of mind. Which is perhaps ten percent of the time. The other ninety percent, I struggle with things about myself that I otherwise love! Nothing is ever good enough. One minute, I can look in the mirror and call myself beautiful! … Continue reading Body Posi!
One thing I have been doing a lot lately is forgiving myself completely. Facing depression for the past five years has taken a lot out of me, and a lot away from me. It's easy to look back on all of the things I couldn't do because I was sick and feel sad, angry, or … Continue reading Forgiving Myself
One thing about depression: it's very physical. It hurts the body just as much as the mind. At this point, I am not feeling particularly sad about anything, but physically, it feels like it's kicking my butt, literally. My body is always in pain, and worst of all, I am so tired I could cry. … Continue reading Pushing Through the Fatigue: a Lil Haul
I've been dealing with a lot lately, and, as is usually the case with depression, I have people who understand me and people who don't. Some people have been so supportive I thank God for putting such wonderful people into my life. From others, however, things like my emotional strength and self-love have been called … Continue reading bodysuit haul! (I am me)
The New Year has just begun, and I truly hope everyone is sticking to their career resolutions, their new diets, and workout regimens. I myself, as I have said, do not prescribe to the new-year-new-me belief, because quite frankly, I'm still the same old me, with the same old depression and same old stomach fat. … Continue reading eleven Days In.
depressed and well dressed 